One more, just one more…

I have a recurrent thought at times like these.

One more, it´s just one more…

It´s not working yet.

Not yet, not now.

But the fact is that she´s back.

She came softly, a few days ago.

One almost didn´t notice her.

Insidious, like most of the times.

She´s like that you know?

Sometimes, anyway.

And now, she´s here. 

To stay I´m sad to see.

It has been a long time since she did this.

I must say I did not miss her, at all.

Even worst , she´s angry and makes me be all alone.

She knows I hate being alone with her.

And tonight I don´t even get the chance to see Him.

I called for help already but few has arrived.

And no other will come , I know…

So tonight will be one more night.

One more night with her.

The rain.

Pouring…

Even him as abandoned me as well, but not by choice, I know that much.

But the sky tonight is as dark as me, myself and I.

And the night as just began…