Static
Sometimes is what I get.
Static.
Most of the times anyway.
Can´t stop this feeling of being trapped here.
Want to move but I can´t.
Get away from here, sometimes I don´t even care where to.
I just want to go.
Leave this place, these faces, these places.
Same old, same old.
I get tired, ever so tired…
Hum……….
Yet, even alone there´s somehing holding me back.
Yet …
There´s always something.
Always.
If not for this, for that…
If not for me, for you…
It´s ever so frustating.
When will it be the time when I get to say…
“Let´s go”. Let´s just go.
And just do it.
Hooked on…
Addictions are part of us.
Me, myself and I have a few of them.
But I don´t mind.
I dont think I could live whithout them.
In fact I know I can´t.
At least whithout one of them.
The most addicting of all.
I go to sleep at night thinking of it.
Wake up in the morning and it´s the first thing on my mind.
Throughout the day it dwells in my mind, body and soul.
I´ll wait as long as it takes just to have it again.
As sooner the better, the more the better.
I can never get enough of… You.
Addictions
We all have them.
They´re an intrinsic “quality”perhaps, (depends of one´s point of view) of us all.
We all use them and sometimes abuse them.
It´s one of the many perks we get for being, well, for being addicted
.
But this particular word, doesn´t have to be nasty or mischievous or even miserable.
It could be a good, excellent, wonderful thing!
Depends of the addiction…that´s all.
I have a few,some good, some better and others, well, let´s not go there!
The thing is, addictions are once again, like many other things, personnal, private and chosen.
Well some are chosen at least.But never the less, sooner or later they become parts of our choices.
If you got a good one, but I mean a very very very good one, hold on to it.
Don´t let go, fight for it.
I have had One, for several years.
And hope to have it and keep it for the rest of my life.
Because this One just keeps getting better and better and better.,,
Therefore I must say that I´m an addict and my addiction knows me.
And is addicted to me too.