True lies and false truths

In the dark of  night I can see the hiden lies.

At broad daylight the truth is insidious but for those who know how to seek, it´s at plain view.

You either see it or you don´t.

It´s your prerogative in the end.

What you do or don´t ….Well, that´s just it.

Believe that the true lies ultimately will get you there.

Embrace that the false truths will get you there.

Or accept that whether right or wrong, black or white, yes or no, true or false there´s only one thing that you can do.

A lie for you may be a true for someone else.

Perception …

Always looking for…

I find things that you left behind.

Just another way I found to keep you close to me.

I don´t waste precious time this way.

Since this time, these days, I face myself without you, you broke me and I can´t feel anything.

I choose to stay but i feel myself  leaving anyway.

You say that you´ll arrive early but you can´t stay anyway.

So what´s the point?

Might as well stay where you are.

You´re either here because you want to or you´re not here at all.

I can keep having you this way, for as long as it takes.

The real question is, will I still be able to keep you, after all  said and done?

The child within

Do not let go .

We all have one.

Only sometimes we stop and refuse to believe anymore.

So we stop and do not listen anymore .

It´s wrong.

Fatal and terminal.

The day you decide that you do not need to believe in yourself anymore , that will be the day that you cease to exist as a valid individual.

It allows you to keep being young, regardless of how old you are.

Your real age, is not how old you are, measured in years, months, weeks or days.

You are as old as you want to be.

It only depends on you.

You and you alone.

There´s a lifetime to be old. But there´s so much time you have for being forever free.

Exit Light… Enter Night

Where does the light go to?

I do not know.

Where does the night come from?

I do not wish to know.

Where´s the light going after?

I still do not know.

Where´s the night gonna go?

I still do not wish to know.

I wonder.

I just wonder.

It´s better that way.

I´m safe that way.

In the light there is a chance to be found.

In the night there is a chance to be lost.

There is a chance to loose youself.

Exit Light. Enter night.

You´re free either way.

Once upon a Time

Once upon a time, there was a young woman who was hoping to meet her someone.

She waited and waited and all the men that came into her life, we´re not suitable.

They just weren´t …The One.

She knew who she wanted.

But at the time she couldn´t have him.

It just wasn´t possible.

So she waited, paciently and from times to times, with no patience at all.

Yet she waited and remain with the feeling that someday, it would happen.

Hanging on to the hope that some day, he would notice her, see her, for what she really was, and fall in love with her.

Ask her to be his friend, girlfriend, companion, his everything.

That is what he ment to her.

Her everything.

That´s why all great stories begin with once upon a time.

The possibility exists.

It can happen.

Even to you.

More than words

More than words is all that anyone needs.

Because no one lives on words alone.

We need much , much more.

That´s the way it is.

They give us confort, hope, embrace us when we need and shake us up when necessary also.

But words alone are not enough.

We are made and born to be first of all selfish, to look within ourselfs and our needs.

First us, then others.

That´s it.

But when all we have are words and nothing else, them mean the world to us.

In the lack of everything else , words are the only confort we have.

Where there is no touch, there are words.

Where there is no feelings, there are words.

Where there is noise, there are words.

Where there is silence, there are words.

Where you are, I´ll be there too.

Telling you all that I want to.

And I´ll be sure to tell you much more than words.

I´ll start to say “Hellow”…  

Hope…Haven for Us All

This is one the most common truths for mankind.

Just four little letters give place to a big, strong and  powerful word.

Hope.

When everything fails us, wether we ´re believers or not, we turn to hope.

This is probably the Universal general belief.

Hope.

Hope to be healthy, hope to be kind, hope to be beautiful, hope to be successful, hope to be loved, hope to love, hope to simply be, for as long as possible. 

After life, there should be nothing and the nothing is the unknown.

In the mist of the unknown there´s nothing and there´s no hope in nothing.

There is a lack of content in the empty, therefore, no hope is necessary.

And in the lack of hope within , we surch for hope elsewhere, in others.

Sorrow

Sorrow is one of the most difficult things to embrace.

There are more but extreme sadness it´s hard to deal with.

People usually don´t like words that define them.

They´re afraid to be left in a category , to be labelled .

I can relate to that, I understand.

But why be afraid of words?

They´re just that, words.

You can always change them, use others, they are millions of them.

You are what you are, you feel what you feel.

I whish I didin´t have to feel sorrow, ever.

I whish I could be well, happy, healthy all my life.

But I cannot help myself but  feeling like this, at this point at my life.

It´s just the way it is.

It was not chosen, not deliberate, not intended.

This void, this emptyness, this pain, this feeling of  becoming a ghost , of slowly disappearing,  will end.

All things have a beggining, a middle and an end.

At the same time I struggle with all that I have to fight this feelings.

It is a lost war from the start but I fight it anyway.

I can either fight or surrender.

The last one is not a valid option.

It´s not even an option at all.

It´s a gettaway, only to be used in strategic times.

It´s good to feel.

No matter what, it´s worth it.

It  means we´re still alive.